All of us have our own love story. And as a teen, I also have mine. It's just like yours, pero syempre ibang version 'to kasi akin 'to. :) I had my first when I was in Grade4. Yes, I know, landi-landi lang yun. So that's what we call PuppyLove. The first formal one, [I call it formal kasi hindi na siya landi-landi. LOL] was when I was in First year [Aaah, teens these days, normal na po samin ang magka-boylet/girlet at a young age.] He was in senior high then, at ako'y freshmen pa lamang. :) 4 months ang tinagal bago malaman ng parents ko about it, [wag mo nang alamin kung pano nalaman kasi it's my fault. :p] and for the first time, I cried because of it -- the Strange Feeling of Love. Pero di din nagtagal, naka-move on naman ako. Pero hindi tumigil dun ang paglalandi ko. :'> Yes darling, Im born a Bitch. Then, I had my longest relationship when I was in second year highschool. We lasted for 1year&3months. He was sweet, kaya lang I turned diabetic so we had to break up since wala ng spark sa part ko. :\ Do you get it? Since then, siguro kasama na ng pagtanda ko, I rested from having serious relationships. After what I had with him, nawalan na ko ng gana. Mas prinioritize ko ang studies, pero syempre lumandi-landi na naman ako. Pero those are just flings. Although, I must admit that I get hurt at times, hindi ko na sineseryoso yung mga sumunod na yun. I also became suspicious sa mga nagiging "boyfriends" ko, and I guess yun ang mali sa personality ko. I don't know why I turned into what I am now when it comes to Love. Ayoko na ng cheesy, mushy, corny, at baduy na style pagdating sa love, which is napaka-layo sa dating ako. Nandidiri ako sa mga drama at ma-emote na lines at love quotes. Hindi ko na na-aappreciate yung mga bagay na dati eh gustong-gusto ko. Ayoko din nakakakita ng mag-jowa na naglalambingan kasi feeling ko it's so Korny at napaka-old school.
It's true. Habang tumatanda ang tao, nag-iiba ang gusto at pananaw nito. And my view on love is one great example of the change that has happened to me in this past few years. Now, I'm on my first year on college, at masaya ako sa mga kaibigan ko. Hindi ko iniisip ang love, mas masaya na ko na may mga kaibigan ako. Na wala akong intimate relationship ngayon at walang sagabal sa kalayaan ko. :)) Yeah. Im single and I'm happy.
Ness@7:47 PM ♥